Where'd you go..

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home



...

What Am I?

Going crazee..
Going insane..
Going mentally disorder..
What am i doing?

All is my fault..

I feel jealous for u ... U are able to express them so easily..
where i am not good at..
Felt far.. Felt cold.. Felt ignored..
FOR WHAT?

Apologize? Can cure? Can work? BULLSHIT!
Make things worst is what i do best..
I'm wrong..
I'm bad..
I'm ur annoyance..

Talk to me? NO!
Talk to ur buddies..
Talk to ur hiadi's..
They cheer for u..
They back u up..
They think for u?

Happy for you for feeling happy with ur Hiadi's
Jealous for not being able to be like that..
Got use? NO!
No use.. Wont understand my feel..

You understand? Good!
Tell me what i am thinking?
Tell me why am i thinking ..
Tell me how do i think..

Specialty? Yeah
Keep everything just to myself..
Unable to trust anyone fully..
Wrong? Maybe~

Phone? always quiet...
MSN? bai leng~
FB? Dotz*

Dotz's*? Always..
Sick? Yeah!
Why? Annoyed..
Oh~ ...

What the fark am i typing? I dun understand it.. Do you?

Results are out!!!

Congratulations to those who got great results... & sry to hear from those who did not that well.. we have better luck to come..

Haiz.. it's not my day... stress out with too much complicated things.. should i retake or just continue on with my grades? should i stop and just go into business?
should i just die... =.=

Everything dun seem to work out for me.. im just sick and tired of it.. COME ON GIVE ME ALL YOU'VE GOT.. I'm still ready for more depressing situations.. thats what my life has become.. one big depressing life...

Actually i got no mood to write de after saying it.. k la.. end here


(sry readers.. no mood to express them fully today..)

Chae Yeon - Shake

I wonder if they will take the background beat into clubbing? >.<

O.o

Yeah .. Unë nuk do të kuptoni .. abit
Unë nuk do të kuptojë pse dhe sa shumë dhimbje një person do të ndjehen pa .. ppl dashur
Unë nuk do të kuptojë se si është e tmerrshme të mos jetë në gjendje të ndiheni të sigurt ..
Yeah that's mua .. apo është?
Pse jam i lumtur gjithmonë në mënyrë të shkoni me fat?
Gjithkush ka ngritje e tyre dhe ups .. por nuk do të thotë ne nuk do të kuptojnë njëri-tjetrin ..
Unë jam vetëm i parëndësishëm që jeton një jetë të lumtur?
E pra unë nuk do të shkojë më tej çdo ..
Unë nuk bëj asgjë më të mirë stupid përsëri ..
Më dhemb mua duke parë e saj më të pikëlluar si ai është tashmë ..
Smile Smile ~

Michael!!

Back to college.. T.T

Well is back to college again!! What have i been doing? Holiday ended so quickly.. Why?!?!
So fast? So short? Which? Well whatever it is.. I'm still back to college.. Seeing college mates back on the first day it's happy yet sad..
Well.. Happy Cause im able to see them again.. Sad cause im again gonna be stressing out my subjects..
Now is the time.. Shall i drop any subjects? Im afraid of the results on 25th.. What if i got all U's.. will i be able to show my face again.. =.=
What to do? what to do? what to do?

Feeling almost every emotions u can think of... =.=
Can't really explain why.. but i just do..
Thinking bout my future... Thinking bout my hope.. my dreams.. my family..
What will i become? What will i turn out to be? will i grow up to be a fine successful man? or A failure in society?

I do hope everything will turn out fine..
But dun worry.. every time i see my darling.. I will feel much better~ =D
Hope she has a speedy recovery.. and feel much better after the treatment.. =]
Good Luck and Know that i'm Here..