Back into?

What if everything around you starts falling apart, and the only thing you knew is your only self that was never real and never useful?

What if one day you woke up and say "when did i became so useless to the fact that i wasted years in life doing nothing"?

Have you ever thought of it? That one day it might just bite you back in da ass saying "you worthless feller, no qualification in life is useless in life"

Well this pass days have been stressful and very very brain damaging to me. Having all this little thought in mind can just kill you. Eye on the prize, but what is my prize? Money? Job? Better Future? What am i afraid of?

Every morning waking up to the same old tempo stirring up the life back to myself and thinking should i go back?

Yes, i am afraid of unable to coupe with it... Yes, i'm afraid that it will be a waste of money... Yes, i'm afraid i am really useless... But on the other hand if i did not go back for it, i will have no qualifications.

What to enroll into? What is the best path?

No one really knows what will come out eventually, it is the first step we make that determines what path we will take on but it will never tell us what we will become of it.

But if we never take the first step in believing, then it has already failed its journey.

If seeing is believing, then you will have to wait for an eternity to see what will come out of it without believing it at first. But still all this petty thinking and encouraging talk still doesn't solve the big problem.. Will i succeed? Will i not waste it all away as i have with my years? My life has never been perfect but i always give it a try to change it.

Thx for reading this worthless blog. And thx for all your encouraging words of wisdom..

Singapore!!

Hello people!! Long time no see!

Well you can guess it i was down south the pass wednesday till last monday.

Just to look see and browse around sg while looking at my dear~ =D

Spend those 6 days wonderfully roaming around the cities, checking out malls, living amongst singaporens eating and drinking.

Well what i've learn from them is that they are 80% always with an ear piece stuck to their ear and wired to 60% iphone. What a life =.= mrt here mrt there walk here walk there, but one thing for sure, the weather there is much better than Msia. Even if there is heat, it was still windy and to top it all off, air-conds everywhere. Need to chill? the mrt could do the job well.

Spend most of my time outside roaming around, sometimes with my dear and her sister.

Meet their lovely parents. 1 word sum it all , Funny. hahaha Seriously, they are 1 heck of a funny pair, they are always joking around and just plain having fun. Lovely family they have. Lucky for me, that saturday and sunday they brought me out and just plain wonder around.

Went on a date with my dear.. (Can say it was our first date to be exact ) What a failure i am >.< Din't even know what to do until her sis suggested movie. So we hurried down to bugis and caught the " Just go with it". Well lets just say it was splendid.. =P

Oh not to forget i even got to drink that so call drink named KOI. Not bad for a fished named drink, hahaha... but seriously, they should open some shops at KL, i wouldn't mind going to get a cup of it again. Ppl there would line up and i mean LINE UP to get a cup no matter how LONG the line is. It may go for hours, but luckily that day wasn't that long the line (for me).

Well i guess thats all for now =] See ya next time, or till i have something to write again.. HAHAHA

Having you was the best thing that ever happened to me....