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What they say bout me is so true..
I never knew i was such a disgrace..
I never really gave a thought bout all their feelings..
Even if i did.. It was just plain thought..

Every time they tried to say it to me.. i kept refuse to listen..
Because i know what it is.. I'm just no use..
For the past few years after so many relationships..
There is only twice which made me crashed.. =]
Tears cant stop falling... Laughter cant seem to heal..
Joy is always pointless... But only sorrow follows on..

Dun feel bad bout yourself.. maybe you did choose the right path..
I was just being selfish..
Even though how hard it seems to me..
I will still stand up (eventually) XD

A friend of mine told me.. ' your the "happiest" couple i've ever seen after a breakup'
Hahaha.. Maybe we were.. Who knows?
Thx for 62 days of your life.. It did meant a lot to me..

Good luck and God speed.. May you feel much happier after this.. =]

Where'd you go..

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home



...

What Am I?

Going crazee..
Going insane..
Going mentally disorder..
What am i doing?

All is my fault..

I feel jealous for u ... U are able to express them so easily..
where i am not good at..
Felt far.. Felt cold.. Felt ignored..
FOR WHAT?

Apologize? Can cure? Can work? BULLSHIT!
Make things worst is what i do best..
I'm wrong..
I'm bad..
I'm ur annoyance..

Talk to me? NO!
Talk to ur buddies..
Talk to ur hiadi's..
They cheer for u..
They back u up..
They think for u?

Happy for you for feeling happy with ur Hiadi's
Jealous for not being able to be like that..
Got use? NO!
No use.. Wont understand my feel..

You understand? Good!
Tell me what i am thinking?
Tell me why am i thinking ..
Tell me how do i think..

Specialty? Yeah
Keep everything just to myself..
Unable to trust anyone fully..
Wrong? Maybe~

Phone? always quiet...
MSN? bai leng~
FB? Dotz*

Dotz's*? Always..
Sick? Yeah!
Why? Annoyed..
Oh~ ...

What the fark am i typing? I dun understand it.. Do you?