What Happened?

Wat to do?
Wat to do?
Wat to do?
Wat to do?

Why am i not listening anymore?
Why am i just being an ass?
Why am i just being dumb?
Why am i not thinking right?

Is it because im afraid?
Is it because im cautious?
Is it because im protective?
Is it because im hard headed?

Wat should i do?
Wat could i do?
Wat would i do?
Wat must i do?

I know..
I know..
I know..
I know..

Open my heart and listen.......................

Fall For You

Yes I'm falling for you..

=)

Im really happy that you feel the same way as i did..
I want you to know that everything's gonna be alright..
But i dun know how?
You cry and im not there..
You feel insecure and im not there..
You wonder and i cant give u an answer..

All i know is i care for u..
All i know is i really love u..
And
All i know is you mean alot to me...

I Love You Baby~

Who am i to you?

Hmm.. recently have been sleeping very late.. why? just to be with u longer.. but it seems my presence is making u abit annoyed? Well.. i will try my very best to hold back abit.. =)

I'm just a nobody... Listening to classical music's really soothe me.. keeps me calm and happy.. if i am in anyway a nuisance to you pls do tell me.. =) i will try to improve..

Dun be sad, dun worry , ur just thinking too much... Think of what you really want and not wat others want u to have... =)

Peace out to the world.. really.. You guys shud listen back to bach and the other oldies~ XD


[i guarantee you will have a peaceful mind after hearing it] =]

Who you really are..

I just want you to know that you are who u wanna be if you put ur mind into it. There is no stopping you from being somebody except you yourself.. It's a big step to overcome that but once it's barriers are broken.. you are free..









wo si hung ni~ XD

>.<

Haha... You are just soooo cute...

rf rf rf rf rf~ >.<

I love you baby.. XD

Hmm....

I dun know how or what to do to make u believe me cause you have been scar by others too deeply and you yourself are afraid of love. But all i can say is time will only prove it. It doesn't really matter how long we've meet or what we do, As long as we love each other.. isn't that more than enough? But maybe you mind it yourself.. then i have nth to say.. but to just wait.. =)

=s

Why can't i do anything?
Your in such pain but i only can say TC..
Is that all i can do?
But making u worry is another problem..
Smile Smile~

Love you my darling.. =D

Hmm..

I feel as though 1000 needles piercing my heart every second.



I feel as though millions of hope that was raised so high suddenly crumble to ashes.



I feel as though lives were taken while we cuddle in our comfort zone.



I feel no more....

Feel~

I feel bad for the other guy~

What went wrong?

The happiest people in the world are little children. Oh how i wish that we can move back time and go back to childhood, where the real fun actually exists. New to everything , not knowing fear. Fear of loosing anything and fear of humiliated.. Everything seemed soo clear when we were children.

There were only black & white in our lives then, No grey area to distract our judgment
of making friends, or even telling our true feelings. Everything back then was so easy and simple. What happen to us? What have we become? Our friendly non-caring about anything and happiness died as we grew older.

Our friendly thinking became defensive thinking. Everything around us became an enemy to thyself, and not knowingly, we spread evil deeds through out the world. Not only killing our own species but also the peace that was once ours to be held when we were young.

This may be boring to some people.. But do you really wonder what really happen? Nuclear , Military , Cultural disapprove, Depression and others tend to fall in place. WHY? WHY? Don't you ask yourself those? What really went wrong? Has our religious teaching went wrong? We are all 1 and shouldn't we be helping one another?

ARGH.. I DUNNO WHAT I'M DOING ANYMORE!!! IS THIS WHAT I'VE BECOME? TOO DEFENSIVE OF MY FEELING'S THAT I TEND TO HIDE THEM AWAY? SHOW ME.. TELL ME.. TEACH ME.. OPEN ME UP AGAIN... @@ (the writer and his passion suddenly dissapeared)

Thoughts that make people wander...

Actually was just suppose to walk uphill and ponder about the beauty of the view.. But as i sat there, thinking... Many thoughts start to gush into my mind.
Why....? and i tried real hard to think bout the answer.. but i can't.. then What..? came about like whirlwind flying pass my mind.
Who...? came about later after i have sorted out Why..? and What..?
Then these two that kept me pondering the most is When...? and How...?
Even though they seem harmless.. but at the wrong hands.. they could just be as deadly as ever.
And my conclusion is..
Why..? shud just fark off.. What..? got nothing to do with it... Who..? is all i care about... When...? and How..? is just flowing as time goes by..

(For internal use only..) =)

i will remember you~

One of the many songs that i like.. XD

Feeling's are meant to be Shown?

How do you feel when your sad? happy? angry? hungry? what ever it is.. we humans tend to feel it.. But above all those feelings.. which do you think we show them the most?
Of course the indefinite LOVE! XD

We show them everyday knowingly or not.. We definitely show them. To whom? Everyone of course! For the past few years, i don't really understand it till recently.. where i just cant control myself.. Am i just being arrogant? Or is it just in my blood to be that way?

Not knowing just by being nice i will make others feel otherwise towards me.. It's not that i love to brag .. But.. haiz.. Just dun know how to tell you~
I'm nice to everyone.. (maybe not to the one's i hate) but at least i dun curse them to death.

I just wish that my feelings that i show out will be kept within to myself.. that is why i don't like to talk about my feelings.. It's just irritating.. But i know it's good to share it..

Last night was a night to rmb.. a bunch of us went up to some mini hill at first.. but that hill dun seem to be a hill at all.. XD . So we decided to detour to another place.. where we can really feel to be at the top of the world. I like great heights.. Chilly feelings.. And lovely sight..

Someone once ask me.. why do men cry? Can men really cry? I ask you back.. is it wrong for a guy to cry? If a guy feels like crying.. It is an unexplainable real feeling bursting out from their deep hurt or scared heart. Yes.. men can cry.. and when men cries.. not all women will understand how a men REALLY feels..

I'm a simple guy who used to feel very very VERY emotional.. A lil bit touching and sad feelings will make my heart crumble and tears will start draining down my cheeks.. But now i'm not the same man as i use to be... I've became a guy who keeps everything to himself.. Even my closest and dearest people do not really understand me.

Well.. I guess i'm just writing craps here again.. XD If your reading this.. i hope you are happy ALWAYS.. SMILE SMILE~ =)

Be With You!

Will always be with you..... (Are you sure?) XD

爱情公寓 (Love Apartment)

You guys should watch this! It's really entertaining.. XD
Here's the first episode to kickstart your Journey.. >.<

Karangan Terbaik UPSR 2007

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

Fireflies

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep 'em in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams


A good song to listen to.. XD

Holiday!!

Yay!!! Finally!!! All the exam's!! All the studying!! All the hardcore reading is over.. (until next year)

Finally my last paper has ended.. Physic paper 2.. (But i guess i need retake)
And to top it all IM ON HOLIDAY!!!! YAY!!!
It's great to have holiday.. But it's not that great if u can't spend it with somebody.. T.T
Sad isn't it? Well it will be like that .. Wuu huuu huuu...No matter.. Just go on with it!!

Went for 2012 after college.. Hmm.. How to say.. It's quite interesting and at the same time very fake.. XD
If the world were to end as it is WHAT WILL YOU DO?
Having apocalypse to fall upon mankind is a somewhat punishment for all that human has done.
But We all enjoyed the show.. That is almost all of the SJ10P-ians.. XD

Well.. That's all for now.. Tired after a long day.. >.<
Sleep!!!

Helo world!! >.<

Yellow!!! How is the world!! Coming to an end i presume! XD
Since past years.. 'End Of The World' Theme has been a hit is movies and box office.. But will they become true as predicted long long ago? I really wonder..

Well eventually we all will somewhat pass away. So "Are you ready?" XD
Going to watch 2012!! Wee... Hope it does not disappoint melike 'The Gamers' did.. T.T

I guess that's all for now.. XD See you guys real soon!!

Weeeeeeeee~






It is you~ It has always been you~ Why cant you see that it's you the unreachable one.

A Very Touching Poem

I went to a party Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.



I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.



I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.



As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.



I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.



As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.



I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.



There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.



I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.



He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.



Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.



The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.



Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "GOOD BOY " on my grave.



Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.



My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you, you were always there.



I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die ?

Lost Generation

Im part of a lost generation
And i refuse to believe that
i can change the world

I realize this may be a shock but
"Happiness comes from within"
is a lie ,and
"Money will make me happy"

So in 30 years i will tell my children
they are not the most important thing in my life

My employer will know that
I have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family

I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
this is a quick fix society

Experts tell me
30 years from now i will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce

I do not conclude that
I will live in a country of my own making

In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and i care about this earth

It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope

All this will come true UNLESS we choose to REVERSE IT!

There is hope

It is foolish to presume that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic

It will be evident that
My peers and i care about this earth

No longer can it be said that
Environmental destruction will be the norm

In the future
I will live in a country of my own making

I do not conclude that
30 years from now i will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce

Experts tell me
this is a quick fix society
but this will not be true in my era

Families stayed together
Once upon a time

I tell you this
family
is more important than
work

I have my priorities straight because
My employer will know that
they are not the most important thing in my life

So in 30 years i will tell my children
"Money will make me happy"
is a lie ,and true
"Happiness comes from within"

I realize this may be a shock but
i can change the world

And i refuse to believe that
Im part of a lost generation

A guide to get H.I.T.C.H.E.D

Damn wei.. Like that oso can >.<

Meal Bonanza!

Are you feeling Hungry?
Want to cook up a meal that will satisfy ur HUGE appetite?
Well u've come to the right place. XD

First off this is what i had for my lunch.. XD
So dun puke if ur gross-ed out.

Things to prepare:
1-tin of baked beans
1-tin of mush buttons
3- eggs
2-slices of cheese
Fries!

Ngek ngek ngek.. Next.. Time to prepare..
Put the fries into the pot to fry (Big or small flame is the same)
Crack 3 eggs and fry them..Prepare the Beams and Mushroom
The egg should be done by the time all is prepared,
So take out and heat up the beans..
Add the mushrooms into the beans (for about 5 minutes)
Add the cheese in and some salt for a lil flavour (stir constantly)
About 5 minutes , pour the beans and fries onto the eggs.
The end result should look smth like this.. XD
Even though it may seem disgusting . I can assure u its not! XD

Late Birthday Celebration

Well Well Well.. Late by 1 week to celebrate our dear friends bDay~ XD
Planned to go on Wednesday but they weren't free, So friday it is~ XD
Went to Itallianese at Curve. Nothing much to write bout it except they camwhored alot!! And i mean ALOT!!! XD
Well i'll leave the rest for u to figure out >.<Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs!
Aww so sweet
Da ladies~
Jo: Help me~
>.<
Hmm..
OMG!!!
Da Gang!
Muakx*
Coming through!!!
Camwhore in da toilet.. WATTHE!!
Muakx!!*
Pat* Pat*
Chui lam~ XD
HAHAHAHA... THE END

Bee Bee Bee

Ever wonder why a bee might just sting you and die?
How come a single bee would risk all his life to sting you and die Just like that..

Well this single bee sacrificed everything he had just to get the adrenaline to kill.. But luckily it failed.. XD
After several days of been stung by a bee my mom's hand was swollen but luckily it subsided and now has already healed.

While spring cleaning.. She found this lil bugger near the window dead XD
Got some time to take photo of it b4 Going into da trash!!

Soo long Brave Warrior!!!

Hmm.. Nice weather~

1 Nuri Night

As a celebration to the New motto 1 Malaysian the JLN Nuri association came up with this 1 Nuri to celebrate the festives as a whole together as 1 at the Nuri badminton court. Food , games, beverages were prepared by the residents or 'Hosts" and many from all different races and background came for this auspicious night.

To top it all off no matter what age young or old are welcomed and honored to join the event. The event started around 6.30 as stated in the invitation letter and many had gathered by 7.
Eventhough they weren't expecting much audience but to their surprise quite a numbered turned up. (Including me - at the last minute)

Well to end this, i thought i might want to show you some of the pictures taken during my visit there~ XDThe invitation letter
English section
The BBQ guy
The games that was going on is pass the ball
Magnificent lanterns were hanging around from trees to trees
Hmm.. a glowing stick?
It seems the residence are having the time of their life
Some guy video-camming the game >.<

Well that's all i guess!
Chow-ao-side-madaf***** hehehe

Cameron!

Cameron~ Cameron~ It's so good u just wanna say it twice! :)

Been planning trips and failing them partly because of timing.
So this is our first successful trip after a long time. Great having fun with frens and just kickback and relax. Well we din't actually did much up there besides boozing XD But i manage to sight see some places.. >.<

I guess i shall talk less and show u then.. =pOur small apartment.
Deformed strawberry
Haha.. So sweet
Neon : Dun let the size bluff you. H.E.A.V.Y
The posers , posing
More posing~ XD

FM987

I LOVE SINGAPORE FM!!

LEO Installation!!

OMG!! Finally the Joint installation has arrived! And I've manage to get some snapshots of it and of course some regular camwhoreans.. XD
Nth much to say except the MC SARKS!! L.A.M.E KAU KAU!!
And some bands at the end really siok sendiri .. hahaha.. but at least they tried..

Well i dun think i have much to say now.. will keep u guys posted.. Flying to johor the next morning. Buh bye~

Toilet Signs Are Overrated !

Well Well Well.. Do we really know what our toilet sign is this days? These are some that are randomly placed all over the world.. XD

ENJOY!