Do you?

Guess ur there.. =]

Do you rmb the first time we meet? We meet up there to celebrate ur good result =]
But do you know that the real reason was actually i wanted to see you.
I was quite interested to meet you real life. I some how fell in love with the way you are.. I can't explain what but it was something..=]

Do you rmb the 2nd time we went there we ......?
I wasn't sure how you felt towards me. But that sealed my uncertainty.

Do you rmb the police incident we were crazy back then..
I was so mad about them for some reason i din want to leave >.< Even though it was not pleasant for you..

Do you rmb the time when you ask about my ex-es.. I think quite awhile before wanting to tell you, because i knew you would be jealous if you found out who they were. And i hoped you would understand that me and my ex-es were just friends and i will only love you. But it turned out the otherwise.. you got furious and sad and din want to talk to me.

Do you rmb the time when we had a slight fight over it.. I wanted to patch things up but you were still mad.. And ignored me.. But i din't mind cause it was my fault.

Do you rmb that day we were out wanting to have dinner but in the end we din eat anything... A msg came, from my ex-ed and you were jealous..
I din't know what to do.. what to say..
Explain to you but you only had negative thoughts about it.
Pissed me of abit.. Wanted to chill down and talk for a moment at the lake..But you din't want to (Dun worry i knew)because you are almost the same as me..

Do you rmb that you told me you hate and ignores anything that you dun like to ans.. I always kept that in mind so that i wont be ignored again..
But it lead to smth else.

Do you rmb that night after ... You ask-ed me out...
Your friend ask is this your~.. I really wanted to say yes
But we aren't anymore..
And after, in the car when i tried to talk, i noticed that you din't want to...

Do you rmb that day you suddenly msg-ed saying you were serious..
I really wanted to say "So was I" But i din't. why? Because I know it's pointless when you still hold the jealousy in your heart..
I really wanted to clear that.. But it seems anything that i say you will not take into consideration anymore..=]

Well now I understand that your fed up..(maybe after reading this) But dun worry.. I just want to write it out.. =] (It may not mean much.. But it really meant alot to me..)