Dedicated to Ng Mei Chyi

Hahaha!! After many long lazy ness of not updating my blog, i have been requested to dedicate a post for my dearest kiut friend.. hahaha, Well here it is!

She is 18 going to be 17 going to be 18 soon, with a lil average short height! haha... Acts funny at times with her crazzzy krazzy gesture. Can be cute sometime and funny at others but still always in an eternal emo state. Likes sticky crazy for koi fall madly in love with her cloths (9 or 10 cloths crumple together) her mao mao she calls it. Hahaha.

Lives in SG but she doesn't like singaporeans... hahaha how ironic is that! Goes to westwood with her woody friends, and enjoys her daily stroll to JP for breakfast lunch and dinner! xD

Together with her is her elder sister, Also as same with her crazzy crazzy all year long.. always have stories to tell and when she does it.. she's always hyper~ xD

Well.......... i guess i wont write much about it cause this is too public and if i go in more details you guy might wanna rob them! soo.... hahaha Farewell~

Hello~

Hello to the people who does follow this lame blog~
It's time for me to update on smthWeee.... You guys know what this is? IT'S STICKY!!! Yummy~ Sweet devilish candy!

Yes, this is a candy... Wakakak, Thx to Wenqi and Meichyi that always grabs some for me from SG. (And they are still in ma fridge)

Really not in any mood to blog for the past few days? weeks? month? I'm not quite sure why , Maybe i'm just too tired to even write it down Even though much has happen.

Think about this, What really is the truth in life? What does anything got to do with everything?

If you can't even grab the meaning of it all, wouldn't you be just like everyone else being the same damn thing, doing the same damn shit?

What about lurve? Why do we hunger and desire for them? Is it really that much to be in a relationship? For the past few days, My FB has been flooded with Relationship statuses Of either breaking up's or new relationships formed. Do we really lust for all this?

Trust, is what that matters in the end. Do we really trust the person next to us? around us? Far from us? Do we really put out faith in them wholeheartedly? and not being a Hypocrite in what we say and what we do. Action certainly speaks louder than words, But not always action can go trough to a person without words. Sometimes a simple "I LOVE YOU' can really mean a lot.

DO NOT!! I REPEAT DO NOT!! Exploit the use of the word "I LOVE YOU" , It will only ruin your relationship. It will have no meaning when you truly meant it. Because it became a norm to you and your partner. Make that word special and meaningful again, Keep that to your dearest and you will succeed in your relationship.

Well i guess thats for now. See ya in the near Future~ xP

Breathless

Had this awesome feeling last night when i was asleep. I practically wasn't breathing!
Every time i breath it's like my body and soul got separated and traveled back and forth in time. Every time i wake up i'm not where i was.

It may sound like a dream to you but it was as real as life to me. It was difficult to breath and at the same time exciting. the pressure and impulse of out of body experience is to an extend i am not me when i wake up.. I see myself somewhere but i am not in my body..
Hahaha..

Well.. nothing much to talk about it.. because the rest was a blurr.. =]
All i rmb was as i returned to my seat, my alarm woke me up.. (there was more to come but that stupid alarm was too ALARMING)

Memories~

Walking down the road.... i ponder... how i used to be so anxious on seeing toys... how fun it was.

Went to Tropicana City mall and practically walked the whole mall. Went into toy R us and saw this beautiful bulldozer.. hahaha
It reminded me of how i had one just like that when i was little... I always like that bulldozer, how strong and mighty it was. Haha... I know.. Hey that was back then when i was just a boy.

Walk pass alot of shops, games , arcade, cinema, cloths, bookstores and nothing seem to interest me anymore... I wonder why? Maybe i have went pass that stage? But i do still adore the looks of the children when they eagerly wanting their parents to buy that specific toy.. Too bad the parents can only buy 1.

It was just a walking down memory lane felt like.. =]

Independence Day!!

It is the time of the year again.. Where we remember our founding fathers of the Independence Day for Malaysia!

Where the British hand over their ruling rights to the Malaysian Government.

Was it the right decision to do so? If we could turn back time , would we choose to be ruled by the British?

However, If it wasn't for the group that went to London for this, we wouldn't have all this fun , crucial and entertaining racism , religion and political issues to entertain the people of Malaysia!

What did we do for our country except see it burn to the ground?

Do the citizens of Malaysia feel patriotic to their country?

Do we really belong here?

Been hearing a lot of people migrating out to other country. Fleeing from their birthrights and not standing their ground giving the minorities to rule over the majorities. God did put us here for a reason, why are we running away?

Stand your ground and defend your rights!

A change can only start from you! Do not depend on others to change what should be done, but you yourself should be the one to start the change.

2020 our long forgotten "wawasan" was suppose to create a country of fairness and equality!

But we still fail to do so.. we have limited time left and yet more crucial issues arise.

If there was a way to do so, i would hope to kill off the early generations that had such worthless mindset, and let the new generations that wants freedom, fairness and equality to be the ruler of this country.

Hear the cries of the people, Hear the words of the people, For without the people the country is pointless!

Time

What is wrong.... Everything just suddenly cram up in here.. what happen to the pause button?

Everything and everyone just seem to zoom pass me in a blink of an eye. What happen to Stop & Stare?

Is life really that fast and on going?

When we were kids, back then we dint have to worry bout a thing.

Come to think of it, we didn't need to worry bout anything, Everything is provided.

But as life grew into us, we are bind towards many things.

Future, money, even friends.

Oh how i would give up everything i have just to be back when i was a child...

Understanding

There are no right or wrong's in a relationship.

What there is, are only ' I understand ' or ' I don't understand'

Really there is nothing much to it..

Couples fite because they do not really understand one another.

They see the partners down fault as a problem that is ruining their relationship.

What actually a person should do is, don't judge ur partners.

They are what they are. You have to accept them for who they are.

They might change for u but that doesn't mean the problems gone.

Every now and then problems such as these will end up screwing another problem.

'Why?' a common questions which stir up the argument.

But in fact there is no problem.. It is either you understand them or not.

Why don't they understand one another?

Having the chance to talk it out but both parties doesn't want to.

Having the chance to sort it all out but both parties are not into it.

Because of this, couples argue head till toe.

There are no right or wrong's in a relationship, because both parties are at fault.

"He looks at another girl" "She msges another guy"

WTF? is that all it takes to break your heart?

Why is it so difficult?

Is it because of your previous lovers hurt you that way, that you are afraid that this partner might screw u the same way they did?

An EX' has a meaning to it, they are the past that we should learn from and move on.

Bad Ex's are those we should never keep in mind. They will only ruin your relationship.

Be positive. Love one another, Care for one another, Bare in mind that human's do make mistake but that doesn't give us the right to judge one another.

Even after a heartfelt broke up or a cursed relationship, we should always learn one another, Understand one another , and give chances.

This is not a game, it is LIFE.

Bad break-ups tend to happen much in life. SO WHAT?

Does it stop you from growing? Does it stop you from becoming more mature?

If we keep hold on to the grudges of our EX's , we will in the end miss out alot in life.

So go out there, just have fun knowing one another. There are plenty of room to grow with one another.

[This post is not meant to anyone... I just woke up at 4.43 and started writing without thinking of anybody.. hahaha]