Exam Exam Exam~~

OMG!!! it's the time of the year where we kick back relax and fail our papers?

OMG no way!!! Study study study!!!
It's the finals.. dun play a fool mate~
>.<


Argh!! what have i been doing these pass few months... OMG la.. now the day has come and am i prepared? (damn only partially)

Argh!!! Help me!!!
Felling down stress and heart ache..
STREEESSSSSSSSS

Ish... Keeping this short cause need to go back to facing notes... X3
See ya'll real soon

I wanna love you forever.

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

Chorus:
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
and felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I wanna love you forever

Verse:
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fail
Be at the mercy of a man,I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are

Chorus

Bridge:
In my life I've learned that heaven never waits
Let's take this now before it's gone
like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me..I'm gonna Love

Chorus

Hi y'all

Sorry for not being active much with blogging. There past few months has been a BOMB. =]
Been just posting up songs i felt accurately showing my feeling.. haha
Time has pass but the thought is just to hard to bear.

Will find more things to occupy my mind..
C ya!

Will update more in da phuture~

Best i ever had... ♥

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so i
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

Rythm of the Falling Rain....

Listen to the rythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that if you go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand-new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain please tell me not as that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another when my heart's somewhere far away

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand-new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain won't you tell her that I love her so
Please as the sun has set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow

Listen to the rythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that if you go and let me and cry in vain
And let me be alone again

Oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter Patter Pitter Patter ohhhh

Hahaha!!!! Sohai!!!

Haha.. One of the few times i camwhore.. >.<
<3 this...

The heart

I don't know how to start. Maybe i'll go with i wish i did not have anymore feeling. No feel, No pain. It's just been 1 month 11 days 3 hours 52 minutes and it still hurts.
Her final blow was about 1 day 8 hours 58 minutes. I say the post and i was crucified.
My heart couldn't stop hurting.

Even though i know she's happy, but i just couldn't help it. I wished for god to just take me away from here. Back to heaven, back to where i was suppose to be.
So that my heart would not hurt no more. So that this pain will go away.

It was fast... It came about just 3 hours and 'BAAM!' the relationship changed.
She decided quick and fast. I just hope that he will treat her quadruple centuries better than what i ever had.

I couldn't give her what she wanted most. So i hope this guy could.


"MOVE ON" , 2 words from a fren.
I wanted to. But my heart is stronger than the mind.
I don't have much friends to seek when it comes to personal problems.
I'm not like you where you will have tons of guys comforting you when your down.
I'm not the strong to easily let go of the things i really love it deeply.
Creating an illusion is what i do best.
Finding things to do whenever i have nothing to do. Always keep my mind occupied.
But when ever i am done, my mind will start to think again.. thinking bout those..
And the heart will cry out again..

Every night for the pass few days, having deeply sad dreams.
Couldn't help it but to wake up in tear's.
But when i woke up, the tears just stopped.
The heart want's to cry but the mind doesn't.


"Predict"
The day i met you , i had a feeling that you would understand me.
That you could see how i was, love me for who i am and not what i am.
See through me and trust me.
I was wrong. I was never suppose to predict these feelings.
I was never suppose to think this way.
Trust can never be easily gain in the real world.
And i will never have such opportunity to gain her trust.

I always tend to treat girls how they should be treated but i can never treat a girlfriend how they should.
I don't know why i couldn't take care of their feelings.
Comfort them, give them assurance, Protect them.


"I'm a Kid"
I have a kid-like thinking. She said.
But have you forgotten the ways of a child's thinking?
They are special. Unpredictable and their feelings are pure.
For what purpose that adults create a world that maturity is the way?
We decide what the world is.
We decide on the future of the world.
& We are the future of the world.



"I will never learn"
I learn something from that statement.
I learn that i could never agree on anything i don;t want to unless proven otherwise.
I learn that from the very beginning i was just a passer-by in your life.
I learn that even though i tried to make you believe, you will never. Because your just as same hard headed as me.



"I intended to"
Does that mean from the beginning of it, you intended to just fool around with me to?
I'm loosing my mind.
I'm loosing my focus.
What happen?
What happened to us?

Just because it started with it and it became her and it became me.
I am and always will be the problem. No matter how you look at it.