Sorry for not being active much with blogging. There past few months has been a BOMB. =]
Been just posting up songs i felt accurately showing my feeling.. haha
Time has pass but the thought is just to hard to bear.
Will find more things to occupy my mind..
C ya!
Will update more in da phuture~
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Best i ever had... ♥
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so i
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Rythm of the Falling Rain....
Listen to the rythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that if you go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again
The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand-new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart
Rain please tell me not as that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another when my heart's somewhere far away
The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand-new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart
Rain won't you tell her that I love her so
Please as the sun has set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow
Listen to the rythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that if you go and let me and cry in vain
And let me be alone again
Oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter Patter Pitter Patter ohhhh
Monday, April 12, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
The heart
I don't know how to start. Maybe i'll go with i wish i did not have anymore feeling. No feel, No pain. It's just been 1 month 11 days 3 hours 52 minutes and it still hurts.
Her final blow was about 1 day 8 hours 58 minutes. I say the post and i was crucified.
My heart couldn't stop hurting.
Even though i know she's happy, but i just couldn't help it. I wished for god to just take me away from here. Back to heaven, back to where i was suppose to be.
So that my heart would not hurt no more. So that this pain will go away.
It was fast... It came about just 3 hours and 'BAAM!' the relationship changed.
She decided quick and fast. I just hope that he will treat her quadruple centuries better than what i ever had.
I couldn't give her what she wanted most. So i hope this guy could.
"MOVE ON" , 2 words from a fren.
I wanted to. But my heart is stronger than the mind.
I don't have much friends to seek when it comes to personal problems.
I'm not like you where you will have tons of guys comforting you when your down.
I'm not the strong to easily let go of the things i really love it deeply.
Creating an illusion is what i do best.
Finding things to do whenever i have nothing to do. Always keep my mind occupied.
But when ever i am done, my mind will start to think again.. thinking bout those..
And the heart will cry out again..
Every night for the pass few days, having deeply sad dreams.
Couldn't help it but to wake up in tear's.
But when i woke up, the tears just stopped.
The heart want's to cry but the mind doesn't.
"Predict"
The day i met you , i had a feeling that you would understand me.
That you could see how i was, love me for who i am and not what i am.
See through me and trust me.
I was wrong. I was never suppose to predict these feelings.
I was never suppose to think this way.
Trust can never be easily gain in the real world.
And i will never have such opportunity to gain her trust.
I always tend to treat girls how they should be treated but i can never treat a girlfriend how they should.
I don't know why i couldn't take care of their feelings.
Comfort them, give them assurance, Protect them.
"I'm a Kid"
I have a kid-like thinking. She said.
But have you forgotten the ways of a child's thinking?
They are special. Unpredictable and their feelings are pure.
For what purpose that adults create a world that maturity is the way?
We decide what the world is.
We decide on the future of the world.
& We are the future of the world.
"I will never learn"
I learn something from that statement.
I learn that i could never agree on anything i don;t want to unless proven otherwise.
I learn that from the very beginning i was just a passer-by in your life.
I learn that even though i tried to make you believe, you will never. Because your just as same hard headed as me.
"I intended to"
Does that mean from the beginning of it, you intended to just fool around with me to?
I'm loosing my mind.
I'm loosing my focus.
What happen?
What happened to us?
Just because it started with it and it became her and it became me.
I am and always will be the problem. No matter how you look at it.
Her final blow was about 1 day 8 hours 58 minutes. I say the post and i was crucified.
My heart couldn't stop hurting.
Even though i know she's happy, but i just couldn't help it. I wished for god to just take me away from here. Back to heaven, back to where i was suppose to be.
So that my heart would not hurt no more. So that this pain will go away.
It was fast... It came about just 3 hours and 'BAAM!' the relationship changed.
She decided quick and fast. I just hope that he will treat her quadruple centuries better than what i ever had.
I couldn't give her what she wanted most. So i hope this guy could.
"MOVE ON" , 2 words from a fren.
I wanted to. But my heart is stronger than the mind.
I don't have much friends to seek when it comes to personal problems.
I'm not like you where you will have tons of guys comforting you when your down.
I'm not the strong to easily let go of the things i really love it deeply.
Creating an illusion is what i do best.
Finding things to do whenever i have nothing to do. Always keep my mind occupied.
But when ever i am done, my mind will start to think again.. thinking bout those..
And the heart will cry out again..
Every night for the pass few days, having deeply sad dreams.
Couldn't help it but to wake up in tear's.
But when i woke up, the tears just stopped.
The heart want's to cry but the mind doesn't.
"Predict"
The day i met you , i had a feeling that you would understand me.
That you could see how i was, love me for who i am and not what i am.
See through me and trust me.
I was wrong. I was never suppose to predict these feelings.
I was never suppose to think this way.
Trust can never be easily gain in the real world.
And i will never have such opportunity to gain her trust.
I always tend to treat girls how they should be treated but i can never treat a girlfriend how they should.
I don't know why i couldn't take care of their feelings.
Comfort them, give them assurance, Protect them.
"I'm a Kid"
I have a kid-like thinking. She said.
But have you forgotten the ways of a child's thinking?
They are special. Unpredictable and their feelings are pure.
For what purpose that adults create a world that maturity is the way?
We decide what the world is.
We decide on the future of the world.
& We are the future of the world.
"I will never learn"
I learn something from that statement.
I learn that i could never agree on anything i don;t want to unless proven otherwise.
I learn that from the very beginning i was just a passer-by in your life.
I learn that even though i tried to make you believe, you will never. Because your just as same hard headed as me.
"I intended to"
Does that mean from the beginning of it, you intended to just fool around with me to?
I'm loosing my mind.
I'm loosing my focus.
What happen?
What happened to us?
Just because it started with it and it became her and it became me.
I am and always will be the problem. No matter how you look at it.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
The past The present The future
I miss the past..
I hate the present..
I am afraid of the future...
The past makes us strong..
The present makes us annoyed...
The future makes us wonder...
What has the past given you?
What is the present giving you?
What will the future give you?
I miss those times..
I miss those hours..
I miss those seconds...
Is what in the past really that good?
Is what in the present really that suck?
Is what in the future really that scary?
Where have my past went?
Where will my present take me?
Where will my future come..
Missing those sweet times when you were shy..
Missing those times when you were caring..
Missing those hours we spent together..
Is this illusion?
Will it come again?
Will i wake up?
The past is smth we leave behind..
The present is smth we are living..
The future is smth we should be looking forward to..
t(-.-t) FML << How to FYL?
I hate the present..
I am afraid of the future...
The past makes us strong..
The present makes us annoyed...
The future makes us wonder...
What has the past given you?
What is the present giving you?
What will the future give you?
I miss those times..
I miss those hours..
I miss those seconds...
Is what in the past really that good?
Is what in the present really that suck?
Is what in the future really that scary?
Where have my past went?
Where will my present take me?
Where will my future come..
Missing those sweet times when you were shy..
Missing those times when you were caring..
Missing those hours we spent together..
Is this illusion?
Will it come again?
Will i wake up?
The past is smth we leave behind..
The present is smth we are living..
The future is smth we should be looking forward to..
t(-.-t) FML << How to FYL?
Thursday, March 18, 2010
John Hiatt - Have A Little Faith
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spark, baby
Have a little faith in me
When the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try, baby
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so *easily*
Come here darlin'
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
When your back's against the wall
Just turn around, you will see
I will catch ya, I will catch your fall
Just have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Well, I've been loving you for such a long, long time baby
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend *for you and me*
Cause for us there is no end
All you gotta do is have a little faith in me
I said I will hold you up, I will hold you up
Your strength gives me enough
So have a little faith in me
Hey baby, oh, baby
All ya gotta do is have a little faith in me
All ya gotta do is have a little faith in me
A little faith in me
Oh have a little faith in me~
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