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Why can't i do anything?
Your in such pain but i only can say TC..
Is that all i can do?
But making u worry is another problem..
Smile Smile~

Love you my darling.. =D

Hmm..

I feel as though 1000 needles piercing my heart every second.



I feel as though millions of hope that was raised so high suddenly crumble to ashes.



I feel as though lives were taken while we cuddle in our comfort zone.



I feel no more....

Feel~

I feel bad for the other guy~

What went wrong?

The happiest people in the world are little children. Oh how i wish that we can move back time and go back to childhood, where the real fun actually exists. New to everything , not knowing fear. Fear of loosing anything and fear of humiliated.. Everything seemed soo clear when we were children.

There were only black & white in our lives then, No grey area to distract our judgment
of making friends, or even telling our true feelings. Everything back then was so easy and simple. What happen to us? What have we become? Our friendly non-caring about anything and happiness died as we grew older.

Our friendly thinking became defensive thinking. Everything around us became an enemy to thyself, and not knowingly, we spread evil deeds through out the world. Not only killing our own species but also the peace that was once ours to be held when we were young.

This may be boring to some people.. But do you really wonder what really happen? Nuclear , Military , Cultural disapprove, Depression and others tend to fall in place. WHY? WHY? Don't you ask yourself those? What really went wrong? Has our religious teaching went wrong? We are all 1 and shouldn't we be helping one another?

ARGH.. I DUNNO WHAT I'M DOING ANYMORE!!! IS THIS WHAT I'VE BECOME? TOO DEFENSIVE OF MY FEELING'S THAT I TEND TO HIDE THEM AWAY? SHOW ME.. TELL ME.. TEACH ME.. OPEN ME UP AGAIN... @@ (the writer and his passion suddenly dissapeared)

Thoughts that make people wander...

Actually was just suppose to walk uphill and ponder about the beauty of the view.. But as i sat there, thinking... Many thoughts start to gush into my mind.
Why....? and i tried real hard to think bout the answer.. but i can't.. then What..? came about like whirlwind flying pass my mind.
Who...? came about later after i have sorted out Why..? and What..?
Then these two that kept me pondering the most is When...? and How...?
Even though they seem harmless.. but at the wrong hands.. they could just be as deadly as ever.
And my conclusion is..
Why..? shud just fark off.. What..? got nothing to do with it... Who..? is all i care about... When...? and How..? is just flowing as time goes by..

(For internal use only..) =)

i will remember you~

One of the many songs that i like.. XD

Feeling's are meant to be Shown?

How do you feel when your sad? happy? angry? hungry? what ever it is.. we humans tend to feel it.. But above all those feelings.. which do you think we show them the most?
Of course the indefinite LOVE! XD

We show them everyday knowingly or not.. We definitely show them. To whom? Everyone of course! For the past few years, i don't really understand it till recently.. where i just cant control myself.. Am i just being arrogant? Or is it just in my blood to be that way?

Not knowing just by being nice i will make others feel otherwise towards me.. It's not that i love to brag .. But.. haiz.. Just dun know how to tell you~
I'm nice to everyone.. (maybe not to the one's i hate) but at least i dun curse them to death.

I just wish that my feelings that i show out will be kept within to myself.. that is why i don't like to talk about my feelings.. It's just irritating.. But i know it's good to share it..

Last night was a night to rmb.. a bunch of us went up to some mini hill at first.. but that hill dun seem to be a hill at all.. XD . So we decided to detour to another place.. where we can really feel to be at the top of the world. I like great heights.. Chilly feelings.. And lovely sight..

Someone once ask me.. why do men cry? Can men really cry? I ask you back.. is it wrong for a guy to cry? If a guy feels like crying.. It is an unexplainable real feeling bursting out from their deep hurt or scared heart. Yes.. men can cry.. and when men cries.. not all women will understand how a men REALLY feels..

I'm a simple guy who used to feel very very VERY emotional.. A lil bit touching and sad feelings will make my heart crumble and tears will start draining down my cheeks.. But now i'm not the same man as i use to be... I've became a guy who keeps everything to himself.. Even my closest and dearest people do not really understand me.

Well.. I guess i'm just writing craps here again.. XD If your reading this.. i hope you are happy ALWAYS.. SMILE SMILE~ =)